Dear 13 Years Old Self
Dear 13 years old self , Back then you were so fragile yet you did great in your studies . When boys started calling you names, you were so angry and felt shameful. You started feeling depressed and sad. I remembered yu feeling down to your lowest point of life. You were suicidal and wanted to end your life. I also recall back that you started self harming yourself. You used the blade to cut your hands. Your grades started to fall and everything started to crumble. Your parents brought you to see the psychiatrist and psychologist back then. However, they stopped sending you to them after awhile. Later, your mood started to drop again and you kept trying to kill yourself. From hanging to drinking poison, everything was so unstable. You did great in your PT3 exams but not too great to compare. Till now, everyday seems a challenge to you. You will feel sad for no reason, you will feel angry for nothing. I wonder when is this ever going to stop? yours truly, 18 years old self .