Poem about self-harm

 I once was safe and free like a bird,

But one day to my horror 

There are people who make fun of me,

The people that threw my confidence down

I felt that no one understood me,

The feelings that no one can explain 

My mind started to give me horrible comments 

Is this real ? I asked myself .

As years past by, 

My self harm began to grew worse and worse

Tied up in a cast with no one to bother,

I felt suicidal and was ready to go.

However, they are people that cherish and helped me ,

With no complaint from them I seek for their comfort 

I wish I could reduce my self-harm from time to time,

But I'm more afraid of being abandoned by them 

By, Jocelyn